PAST IS PAST..

Those free hair pics are so yesterday. My PAST. Whatever you say. I feel prettier and more confident with myself by wearing shawls. And I don't feel ashamed of it. It's not a burden for me at all and hey, I don't need to care much bout my hair like last time or worried much and blaming the wind for ruining the fringe and I honestly don't need to take my brush or comb wherever I go like you. ;D I was wearing hijab after 2month in KTT :)

Past is past, LET IT PAST! Future is future, Dream It And Build It. I learn from past mistakes, And Be Ready For Future :) Dont judge me by the past.. Im not in the past anymore.. Accept me for who I am because today is me. TODAY OK! 

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Me,Myself And I...

Assalamualaikum and hello guys! The name was given by my parents is siti sarah aliaa bt suhaimi jaffry. Just call me sarah,aliaa or whatever you want as long as you love me, eh thats a justin bieber song! Means as long as the name you guys me acceptable and reasonable ;) In 7.255nite i was born in Hospital Tengku Ampuan Afzan,Kuantan Pahang.. Yess,myparents is ‘is originally Pahang’ J They live and grow up in Kuantan, and do i. I am a person who really love makeup, anything! Watching youtube about makeup, makeup myself, my friends or whatever as long its the name of 'MAKEUP'. Yes, im the person who always with my boyfriend, he's my friend and he always there for me. So i don't really care if i don't have a friends.. I was living in Sepang now, MEANS myparents house in sepang. And i was study in Kolej Teknologi TImur. What course i'm taking? Office Management And Technology, which is under UITM. Let me babbling bout myself. HAHAHAHA. I love, i hate, i forgive, i forget. I think too much. And then I don't think at all. This is who i am. Take it, or LEAVE IT! I've been walked on,used and forgotten and i don't regret one moment of it, because in those moment, i've learned alot. I've learn who i can trust and can't. I've learned the meaning of friendship. I've learned how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. I've learned how to be myself, and appreciate the truly great people in my life as they arrive..I'm just human, i make mistake and i'm not perfect  but i learned from mistake to make me to be a better person! The smile on my face doesn't mean my life is perfect, It means I appreciate what i have and what god has blessed me with.. Im just me who full with scars,flaws and insecurities. The one who truly love me will see beyond them, embrace me in spite of then and love me through them..  And I am what I am, if you don't like me, turn your head and please walk away! SIMPLE AS THAT :) 

My Siblings! All Boys generation ;)

You guys always been here for me,but now you guys are about to leave.I know we fuss and fight,
But I love both of you with all my might..You are my big brother,and there is no other.
No one can take your place,and when you guys leave, there will be this big empty space.
We've never been really close,but at least you have not always lived across the coast.Because some big brothers do,im really grateful for the 18 years I've lived with you guys.I remember when I was small, and I would always fall.You were always there for me,and I know you always will be.You told me not to cry,
that it would be ok.Even if I thought you lied,it was like my big brother saved the day.
You’ve made me laugh, you’ve made me cry,you've even helped me hide some lies.I love you guys is something I don’t tell you'll enough,but I want you'll to know,when you leave it will be really tough.
I don’t know how my life will be, without you guys here beside me.You've lived with me for 18years,
but now we're shedding our good-bye tears.I know you'll have to move out,and start a life of your own.
But promise me without a doubt,you guys will never forget us back home.

Dedicated to my big brother Muhammad Syahir and Muhammad Syahmi, recently sent off for work with ship company :( Missing you guys......

Muhammad Syahmi,22 years old..

Muhammad Syahir(The red man),22 years old :D

My Little Brothers :)  Many people say they wouldn’t want a little sibling 
but without both of u,life wouldn’t be worth living.When I'm mad at the world I look into you'll black eyes 
and every thing seems alright.When I touch your fair soft skin,I suddenly come alive. That’s when I know 
that out of all the little boys in the world God sent you especially to be my little brothers.

Aliff Hamidi,17years old

Ahmad Farhan. Goodluck with your UPSR.

Farhan and dad.

MILLION WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS YOU :)

Napsiah Mahmood :)

You are the sunlight in my day,You are the moon I see far away,You are the tree I lean upon,You are the one that makes troubles be gone,You are the one who taught me life,How not to fight, and what is right.You are the words inside my song,You are my love, my life, my mom.You are the one who cares for me,You are the eyes that help me see,You are the one who knows me best,When it's time to have fun and time to rest.You are the one who has helped me to dream,You hear my heart and you hear my screams.Afraid of life but looking for love,I'm blessed for God sent you from above.You are my friend, my heart, and my soul,You are the greatest friend I know.You are the words inside my song,You are my love, my life, my Mom...Her hands held me gently from the day I took my first breath.Her hands helped to guide me as I took my first step.Her hands held me close when the tears would start to fall.Her hands were quick to show me that she would take care of it all... Mom, Thank you for your guidance and you faith you've shown..For giving me a safe place where i have grown,because of your love,I will survive.. Ilove you so much mum :)

Me,mum and friends :)

Ilove you...

Love both of u till end :)

My Hero :)

My bodyguard :)

Im happy You're my dad, I feel safe when you are with me.. You show me fun things to do.. You make my life much better, the best father i know is you dad.. I'm happy you're my dad and so I want to say I really LOVE YOU DAD... You make have thought I didn't see or that I hadn't hear,life lesson that you taught me, but I got every word dad.. Without you dad, i wouldnt be the woman i am today.. In a time when fathers are totally absent, gone most of the time, or physically present but mentally distracted,you are there for me.. Looking at me, listening to me, understanding me, talking with me, You make time for me.. And you make me feel important to you... My daddy is the greatest, he always brings me alot of joy.. Dad, im admiring you today.. The guy to seek for advise and help,who can do most anything.. More than i can say i love you and i hope you have a great time :)

Dad n i :)

Suhaimi Jaffry a.k.a my dad  :)

Hero :)

You're The Apple To My Pie :)

2008 :)

2009 :)

2010 :)

Myheartbeat :)

2012 :)

It have been 4years and 9months we are together. Alhamdulilah J. There’s up and down in our relationship, but to the end im still with you until now. We’ve been through everything together. I can’t deny my feeling towards you that i really love you.. Insyallah if don’t have any problem, we’re going engaged J. One day..Aminn.. Im so happy because you’re close to my family and do i.. Baby, i want you today and tomorrow and next week and FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! No matter how serious life gets, i still gotta have that one person that i can completely stupid with.. I am so happy when i was with you.. When i sit next to you myheart beats definitely faster.. Baby, there are no perfect relationship. But i try to be perfect when i was with you.. I love you for all that you are all that you have been and all you’re yet to be.. Baby, 7bilions people in the world BUT my heart choose you my love! My honey, your voice for me is better than all my favourite songs.. I just want you that’s it. All your flaws, mistakes, smile, giggles, jokes, everything I JUST WANT YOU IN MY LIFE! Baby, don’t u worry when i fight with you, but please be worry when I stop because it means there’s nothing left for us to fight for baby.. You are always in my heart here and everywhere, there is no one in the whole world that makes me feel this way.. The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched , they must be felt with the heart. I want to be your favourite hello, and your hardest goodbye baby... I loved you yesterday,I love you still, I always have.. I always will....

Our anniversary for 4years 1month in 10.1.2008 :)

                                                                  Our song :D

My Little Girls..

 Aww they’re shoo cutee ;) i love them much ;) I have take care them since they 2months. I wish i have a sisters like them. I’m really wish L but yess they’re mysisters forever!

First, Iriana Marissa Bt Suhaimi 

Her when 2years old :)

This is her 5years already :)

Her sister Irissa Marhani Bt Suhaimi. My love forever J

When she was 6month. Aww too cute ;)

Im 3years already! Yeay I can makeup LOL kidding!

Hunny and Ryan. They are shoo cute ;)

My Hunny. Loveyou..

They're now.. Love both of u..

Tiny hands,yes that you..And all you show,it's simply truth.. I smell your breath, its make me cry..I wonder how, i've lived my life.. Cause without you, how did i get through all of my days? Without you..

Now living with you,see everything's true.. Mybaby its you, my baby,my baby!With no words at all,so tiny and small, in love i fall so deep, my precious love my baby boo.. :)   

L I don’t want they grow up... I wish L I really love you guys sisters, i hope you’ll  remember me wherever you guys go and whatever you guys do J