Past is past, LET IT PAST! Future is future, Dream It And Build It. I learn from past mistakes, And Be Ready For Future :) Dont judge me by the past.. Im not in the past anymore.. Accept me for who I am because today is me. TODAY OK!
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Sunday, 9 September 2012
PAST IS PAST..
Me,Myself And I...
Assalamualaikum and
hello guys! The name was given by my parents is siti sarah aliaa bt suhaimi
jaffry. Just call me sarah,aliaa or whatever you want as long as you love me,
eh thats a justin bieber song! Means as long as the name you guys me acceptable
and reasonable ;) In 7.255nite i was born in Hospital Tengku Ampuan
Afzan,Kuantan Pahang.. Yess,myparents is ‘is originally Pahang’ J They live and grow up in Kuantan, and
do i. I am a person who really love makeup, anything! Watching youtube about makeup, makeup myself, my friends or whatever as long its the name of 'MAKEUP'. Yes, im the person who always with my boyfriend, he's my friend and he always there for me. So i don't really care if i don't have a friends.. I was living in Sepang now, MEANS myparents house in sepang. And i was study in Kolej Teknologi TImur. What course i'm taking? Office Management And Technology, which is under UITM. Let me babbling bout myself. HAHAHAHA. I love, i hate, i forgive, i forget. I think too much. And then I don't think at all. This is who i am. Take it, or LEAVE IT! I've been walked on,used and forgotten and i don't regret one moment of it, because in those moment, i've learned alot. I've learn who i can trust and can't. I've learned the meaning of friendship. I've learned how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. I've learned how to be myself, and appreciate the truly great people in my life as they arrive..I'm just human, i make mistake and i'm not perfect but i learned from mistake to make me to be a better person! The smile on my face doesn't mean my life is perfect, It means I appreciate what i have and what god has blessed me with.. Im just me who full with scars,flaws and insecurities. The one who truly love me will see beyond them, embrace me in spite of then and love me through them.. And I am what I am, if you don't like me, turn your head and please walk away! SIMPLE AS THAT :)
My Siblings! All Boys generation ;)
You guys always been here for me,but now you guys are about to leave.I know we fuss and fight,
But I love both of you with all my might..You are my big brother,and there is no other.
No one can take your place,and when you guys leave, there will be this big empty space.
We've never been really close,but at least you have not always lived across the coast.Because some big brothers do,im really grateful for the 18 years I've lived with you guys.I remember when I was small, and I would always fall.You were always there for me,and I know you always will be.You told me not to cry,
that it would be ok.Even if I thought you lied,it was like my big brother saved the day.
You’ve made me laugh, you’ve made me cry,you've even helped me hide some lies.I love you guys is something I don’t tell you'll enough,but I want you'll to know,when you leave it will be really tough.
I don’t know how my life will be, without you guys here beside me.You've lived with me for 18years,
but now we're shedding our good-bye tears.I know you'll have to move out,and start a life of your own.
But promise me without a doubt,you guys will never forget us back home.
Dedicated to my big brother Muhammad Syahir and Muhammad Syahmi, recently sent off for work with ship company :( Missing you guys......
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| Muhammad Syahmi,22 years old.. |
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| Muhammad Syahir(The red man),22 years old :D |
My Little Brothers :) Many people say they wouldn’t want a little sibling
but without both of u,life wouldn’t be worth living.When I'm mad at the world I look into you'll black eyes
and every thing seems alright.When I touch your fair soft skin,I suddenly come alive. That’s when I know
that out of all the little boys in the world God sent you especially to be my little brothers.
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| Aliff Hamidi,17years old |
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| Ahmad Farhan. Goodluck with your UPSR. |
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| Farhan and dad. |
MILLION WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS YOU :)
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| Napsiah Mahmood :) |
You are the sunlight in my day,You are the moon I see far away,You are the tree I lean upon,You are the one that makes troubles be gone,You are the one who taught me life,How not to fight, and what is right.You are the words inside my song,You are my love, my life, my mom.You are the one who cares for me,You are the eyes that help me see,You are the one who knows me best,When it's time to have fun and time to rest.You are the one who has helped me to dream,You hear my heart and you hear my screams.Afraid of life but looking for love,I'm blessed for God sent you from above.You are my friend, my heart, and my soul,You are the greatest friend I know.You are the words inside my song,You are my love, my life, my Mom...Her hands held me gently from the day I took my first breath.Her hands helped to guide me as I took my first step.Her hands held me close when the tears would start to fall.Her hands were quick to show me that she would take care of it all... Mom, Thank you for your guidance and you faith you've shown..For giving me a safe place where i have grown,because of your love,I will survive.. Ilove you so much mum :)
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| Me,mum and friends :) |
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| Ilove you... |
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| Love both of u till end :) |
My Hero :)
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| My bodyguard :) |
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| Dad n i :) |
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| Suhaimi Jaffry a.k.a my dad :) |
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| Hero :) |
You're The Apple To My Pie :)
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| 2008 :) |
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| 2009 :) |
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| 2010 :) |
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| Myheartbeat :) |
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| 2012 :) |
It have been 4years and
9months we are together. Alhamdulilah J. There’s up and down in our
relationship, but to the end im still with you until now. We’ve been through everything
together. I can’t deny my feeling towards you that i really love you..
Insyallah if don’t have any problem, we’re going engaged J. One day..Aminn.. Im so happy because
you’re close to my family and do i.. Baby, i want you today and tomorrow and
next week and FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! No matter how serious life gets, i
still gotta have that one person that i can completely stupid with.. I am so
happy when i was with you.. When i sit next to you myheart beats definitely
faster.. Baby, there are no perfect relationship. But i try to be perfect when
i was with you.. I love you for all that you are all that you have been and all
you’re yet to be.. Baby, 7bilions people in the world BUT my heart choose you my
love! My honey, your voice for me is better than all my favourite songs.. I
just want you that’s it. All your flaws, mistakes, smile, giggles, jokes,
everything I JUST WANT YOU IN MY LIFE! Baby, don’t u worry when i fight with
you, but please be worry when I stop because it means there’s nothing left for
us to fight for baby.. You are always in my heart here and everywhere, there is
no one in the whole world that makes me feel this way.. The best and most
beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched , they must be
felt with the heart. I want to be your favourite hello, and your hardest
goodbye baby... I loved you yesterday,I love you still, I always have.. I
always will....
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| Our anniversary for 4years 1month in 10.1.2008 :) |
Our song :D
My Little Girls..
First, Iriana
Marissa Bt Suhaimi
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| Her when 2years old :) |
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| This is her 5years already :) |
Her sister Irissa Marhani Bt Suhaimi. My love forever J
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| When she was 6month. Aww too cute ;) |
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| Im 3years already! Yeay I can makeup LOL kidding! |
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| Hunny and Ryan. They are shoo cute ;) |
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| My Hunny. Loveyou.. |
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| They're now.. Love both of u.. |
Tiny hands,yes that you..And all you show,it's simply truth.. I smell your breath, its make me cry..I wonder how, i've lived my life.. Cause without you, how did i get through all of my days? Without you..
Now living with you,see everything's true.. Mybaby its you, my baby,my baby!With no words at all,so tiny and small, in love i fall so deep, my precious love my baby boo.. :)
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I don’t want they grow up... I wish L I really love you guys sisters, i
hope you’ll remember me wherever you
guys go and whatever you guys do J
Love Your Body
These day, i
keep complaining about my body posture and so on. I hate my leg, i hate my
nose, and i thinks like everything in my body. But i was wrong! This all from
god create! I
should
appreciate this, than i don’t have perfect body like this picture L
Aww soo sad :(
Girls,
here is some tips that you guys who feel uncomfortable with your body can applyJ
1.Appreciate
all that your body can do.
2.Keep a
toe-10 list of things you like about yourself that aren’t related to how much
you weight or what you look like.
3.Reming
yourself that “true beauty” is not simply skin deep. Beauty is a state of
mind,not a state of your body.
4.Look at
yourself as a whole person.. Chosse not to focus on specific body parts.
5. Surround
yourself with positive people!
6. Shutdown
those voices in your head that tell you your body is not “right” or or that you
are a ‘bad person’.
7. Wear
clothes that are comfortable and that make you feel good about you body.
8.Become a
critical viewer of social and media messages.
9.Do
something for yourself- something that lets your body know you appreciate it.
10. Use the
time and energy that you might have spent worrying about worrying about
food,calories and your weight to do someting to help others.
I do hope,
these can help you guys trying to think positive about your body image. We
should love our body!
Thursday, 6 September 2012
My Fovorite Makeup FOREVER!
My life is all about doing the things I love, from watching Makeup
Tutorials to The Vampire Diaries!
At the age of 12, I started watching YouTube Makeup Tutorials.
This other weekend, I was sick and as I was resting in bed, I watched ‘Gossip Girl’ on TV.
I was amazed by their beautiful makeup, and when Blair Waldorf did her mascara I was convinced!, I had to know how she did her makeup.
As soon as the episode ended, I looked up YouTube and found out about a world I never knew of before.
I saw all these girls, doing their makeup like the girls from Gossip Girl. From head to toe!
My future dream is to become worlds’ best Makeup Artist, and actress! Nice combo, huh?! Hahahaha. I saw these girl like all day. Really inspiring me! I LOVE MAKEUP SO MUCH!
At the age of 12, I started watching YouTube Makeup Tutorials.
This other weekend, I was sick and as I was resting in bed, I watched ‘Gossip Girl’ on TV.
I was amazed by their beautiful makeup, and when Blair Waldorf did her mascara I was convinced!, I had to know how she did her makeup.
As soon as the episode ended, I looked up YouTube and found out about a world I never knew of before.
I saw all these girls, doing their makeup like the girls from Gossip Girl. From head to toe!
My future dream is to become worlds’ best Makeup Artist, and actress! Nice combo, huh?! Hahahaha. I saw these girl like all day. Really inspiring me! I LOVE MAKEUP SO MUCH!
Here
is some ‘Guru Makeup Youtube’.
1.PROMISE TAMANG PHAN- Transform makeup
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| She doing Taylor Swift Transform |
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| Johnny Deep Transform |
2.Michelle Phan-Promise sister in law ;)
3.Pixiwoo Sister's
4.Nikkie Tutorials-My FAVOURITE EVER!
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Pleasure to give her links:http://www.youtube.com/user/nikkietutorials?feature=results_main
Haters, haters haters!!!!!
Lol, haters? Anyone have? Haha do mine
;)
Dear my haters,
I have so much more for you to be mad at me.
Just be patient. Hahahahah LOL. For your information my haters, i have no need
for people who come to me when they need me, then throw me aside when they’re
fine. Please get a life. I wont look back anymore J.
Dear haters,
You hate me? GREAT. You think im ugly? DON’T
LOOK AT ME. Don’t know me? DON’T YOU DARE JUDGE ME. Think you know me? YOU HAVE
NO IDEA!
There’s always gonna be somebody
around me who wants bring me down, but i’ve tried to never hate people who are
jealous with me,but i’ve tried to respect their jealousy.. They’re people who
think that i am better than them ;)
Dear haters,
My life, my choices, my mistakes, my
lesson. NOT YOUR BUSINESS. If you’re going to be two-faced, at least please
make one of them pretty. Hahahahah. But being nice to people you don’t like
isn’t being “two-faced”, it is called GROWING UP. And sometimes its a good
thing to have fake people in this world. It helps me to find out who is my REAL
friends are...
Look what? I found some advise. Haha
first,haters don’t really hate you, they hate themselves because you’re a
reflection of what they wish to be. LOL ;)
Second,your haters are confused
admirer. They have an intense desire to be loved. So hug a hater TODAY!
Hahahaha Lol, then lastly is haters are like cricket, they chirp all day and
shut right up when you’re walk by. ;)
Life Is Like Riding The Bicycle...
Why i said like that? For me, life like riding our
bicyle, to keep our balance we must keep moving J. No matter what,Life is too short,to
wakeup with regrets,Laugh when we can,Apologizes when we should,and let go the
things you cannot change J.Yes,people
change, things goes wrong and shit happens,BUT life still goes on..
Dear life,
I hope i can love the people who treat
me right, and forget the who don’t..
I hope i belive everything happens for
a reason..
I hope if i get a chance i will take
it..
I hope if it changes my life i will
let it!
Nobody said life is would be easy.
THEY JUST PROMISED.
But i still H.O.P.E(Hold.On.Pains.End)
Life is full with ‘rainbow colours’. Im
enjoying myself now than before. Im happy with my life now. I hope yours too.
Dear you(someone that i called ‘friend’ before), Life is short,think positive.
You’re worth it. You can’t change what has already happened, so don’t waste
your time thinking about that. Move on,let it go,get a life. Whatever you do,
hold on to H.O.P.E(Hold.On.Pains.End) You still think life is suck? No until
you appriaciate this LIFE.
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